Your mom sounds like an incredible woman...I am not surprised, look at her daughter.
I knew what you meant by pretty, M. You acted as you did. You were in a sort of crisis of your own, I think. Not one deep like his, though. Not at all. Just a mix of feelings all scrambled up.
You have to let that all go, too. Just let it go. You are carrying such a heavy ball, M. Throw it away. Get rid of it. Toss it at him. It's mostly his stuff anyway.
