So, here's the thing, Mighty..you're human. I get the anger completely. Im good with it as long as you dont live there.
Get it out. Scream. Hit pillows. Break a plate. Whatever you need to do.
Use the anger to move you forward. The quicker you do, the quicker you get to where you need to be.
Sweetie, you are hurt and sad and tired. I understand it. You have been through an emotional freakin hurricane.
But the only way to do this is through it. There are no short cuts. You have to work through all phases of grief in order to get to a place of peace.
Now is the time to take care of you. Do whatever you need to in order to do that. You matter. You are important.
Be sure to only take your stuff, M. Not his. You took a chance. You honored your relationship. Nothing wrong with that. Now you know better, so you will do better.
