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[Sotto]

Thanks Edz. I think some days I just get bogged down, and wish the whole thing was over...or hadn't happened at all. Mostly I'm pretty good, which I think isn't bad at this stage - but sometimes it just gets to you.

In my sitch, I have so little contact with H. I just have no idea what's going on. I suppose it's good in some ways - I have no idea of what may be happening with OW. So I don't have to deal with that all the time. But in other ways - there's just virtually no link there now.

When we do talk, we can at least talk, so that's a good thing. And we have warm convos. But the timescales are just so extended with these sitches, and it's tough just not knowing what he may be up to, where he might be up to and what he's thinking. And I know I shoudn't be focusing on him at all. And mostly I do pretty well detaching, and am in a fairly calm place.

Anyway, just venting a bit....sorry to be taking room up in your sitch..