I'm tired of being nice about him leaving. Tired of being resigned. Tired of filling gaps he has a responsibility to fill. Tired of being the only grown up. Tired of being the one who steps up and does what he's unwilling to do. I want to scream and cry and stomp and throw things. How dare he walk out like this is a high school break up? How dare he not care about the damage he's done for reasons I can't even fathom. How dare he be so selfish and childish? How dare he be so f-ing fragile!!! I don't get the luxury of fragility. How dare he walk away like that??? How dare he be so devoted to his need for cheap sex that he puts his family in this situation.
I am tired of this cr@p.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
