And I backslid in the most epic way with a visit to HG last night while my x ILs were there. He works late and I left my house at 11:30 last night (everyone was asleep). And while it was an 11 on a 1-10 fun scale (because holy caca...the mere sight of that man turns me into a melted popsicle), I was a bit mortified to see my x FIL waiting at the door for me at 3:15 am. He said," are you okay?" Me: "I couldn't be better." And I kept walking back to the bedroom right past my former MIL who was reading her book.

WTF?? I swear I'm not sure what I am thinking sometimes and did I just do the walk of shame past my former MIL????? Did I??

Every time I do this it just makes me feel.....discombobulated. And yet, I made the effort to go get (excuse the crass expression but let's call it what it s) la!d......ACK

H has kids Saturday. Not sure if D will go but I will snuggle with my people tonight.



3 kids
BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. )
Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style
D final 9-9-14
"Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer