Part 11 - contents may be different than

[edz]

Hi Jim

Just the work laptop, my stuff is separate. Its been replaced if not completely configured back in the office tomorrow no biggie as I try and go in a few times a week for the social aspect as I'm naturally inclined to become a hermit otherwise!

I would never say any of us has it easier mate, some have simpler situations than others but not easier. I get what you mean though. Yes the idea of w being "warmer" or at least not-not wanting anything to do with me is an improvement but as I said I dont know if that means she's accepting that its not an act but no movement otherwise. When we slid into any aspect of r talking at the weekend w would either just go quiet (even if she raised it) or on that one occasion look to me to comfort her that I wouldn't cut her off if we parted (restated my boundary dont want this dont want our marriage to end but if thats where we go I will friendly coparent but as we are now no that can't happen) apart from the emails etc I've mentioned nothing else so no demonstration of any change. Doesn't mean she's not thinking it over I suppose but I can't go down that rabbit hole!

No not easy. Does make me think should I look for someone to have coffee with etc (with apologies to gg of course ) but I worry if I let that genie out what would happen soooo no for now waiting.

Waiting..

Waiting....