Fighting urge this morning to text WAW as I truly miss her. I believe I've made it thru 7 days NC, now on day 8 if you don't count her text asking me to dinner monday and tue morning text about kids lunches which my responses were extremely short.

I know very well there is no chance she will contact me next week when she doesn't have the kids and I'm already trying to prepare myself for the sadness I will feel on valentine's day as I had previously bought her a card, a couple vintage poetry books, a vintage bookmark, and a vintage ring and earrings I know she would love. I know I can't give those to her now but to be honest I really want to. I know I am my worst enemy right now....just a bit of a struggle this morning I guess...plus I miss my kids very much.

M: 44 W: 45
Married 26
Together 28
D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7
S: 12/2013, seperate houses
OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him
OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time