I am doing my best, it's hard when everything I have wanted to do so far besides those major trips we have done together. But I'll keep digging. Yeah as far as my job goes.... it's not good! I can't think, or remember anything. Sometimes that feeling overwhelms me and I need to leave just to regroup. I have never gone through something like this and I mean that in every aspect. I never knew I could feel like this. Such a jacked up way to find out your marriage is not as amazing and perfect as you thought. Anyhow hope your on the path and begin to feel a tiny bit better.
