wife during deployment EA/PA continued.

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No worries.
Also try to do something you always wanted to do, whatever it is, skydiving, go cart racing or just go to that one restaurant/bar around the corner that you've never been to, go try karate, travel some place. Anything. Just create a GAL goal and follow through. It'll feel very good.
How are things going over there on Hawaii?
Are you actually still functional in your job etc? Or do you underperform?
I'm def not performing the way I could/should...