Is it really to late? Who knows....

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Also talked to my sister today, she said that I look at all of his actions from a (can't remember exactly what she said) suspicious standpoint. That I'm looking for either validation or proof and look at everything with the mindset that there is an OW. When I told her what happened yesterday (about my assumption that he is lying about going to visit his friend) she had a different pov. That either he really was going to see his friend, or he was just saying that to be in control of the situation. Not that she doesn't think it's possible that he is going to meet an OW, just that there are other possibilities.

So, for now I'm not doing anything about the possible trip, that may change next week depending on what actually happens.

I have made the choice to fight for my marriage and I can choose to end the limbo whenever I'm ready, I'm just not ready quite yet.