Thought I would update what's been happening the past few days.
Still living together in limbo. A couple of nights ago after dinner, I was told that he wants to sell the house ASAP and that we need to sort out our finances as he's "never going to change his mind and doesn't love me nor want to be with me"
I have been working hard to not argue with him and to get GAL. Saw my doctor this morning and got a script for some anti depressants. I feel so ashamed that I have let him affect my mental health so much
He mentioned that he is going to move in with a guy from his work who has offered him a room. The guy is 19 and single and loves to party. Seems like that's all the ex is interested in doing instead of living with his family.
I don't understand how he can just walk away after 10 years and two young kids. My life feels like it's been ripped a part. I'm just feeling very sorry for myself atm. Having a bad day. Sorry for just rambling, I needed to get these thoughts out.
M- 29 EX F-27 T- 10 E- 2 wedding booked&paid for sept/2015 D3, S2 BD- NOV 2014 He moved out to his parents FEB 2015
