The roller coaster is killing me. His mood swing is so unreasonable. I feel sad all the time but try so hard to hide it from him and from people at work. I did tell a few friends but have since stopped talking to anyone about it.

I miss being able to talk to him about ME and now am starting to resent it. So, I'm the only one who try to fix this but the other person checked out already. When should I give up?

Me 44; H 48
no kids together; H has D24, D19
M 14; T 18
DB 12/21/14
living together (for now)