Update--- Today I believed I was doing better, didn't feel too bad this morning but man oh man as the day wore on things just got worse, I cannot shake the longing for my wife to be here with me. I was hoping that coming home would help me feel better but it has done nothing but make things worse. And I can't figure out anything that takes my mind off her. I just don't know what to do anymore but get these words off my chest in hopes that others have some ideas that I have not yet realized that will help me cope. Thank you everyone.
