Practicing befor you see her will help you get more of a PMA. This is all about learning to be happy and responsible for your self in life. The fact that your W. May notice is the bonus.
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.