And We Danced All Night to the Best Song Ever...

[Georgiabelle]

Thanks Cali. You seem like such a sweet guy. We could be football and music buddies:-) I'm on a flight home after 6 days from my peeps and furry peeps. I'm ready to hug and kiss them!

I always wonder if anyone cringes when reading my posts. For the record, I do. Sometimes i actually blush writing them. I always try to be honest even if it feels like I'm completely baring it all. Speaking of, I've been texting HG and sending him pics ( no faces) of me in my skivvies. Wtf am I doing? This is a 33 yr old man. I'm a 42 year old woman with a 3 c-section tummy. Seriously. Mother clucker!!!Nothing is going to happen again just a temp distraction. I should say that I do look kind of cute in my skivvies. I digress.

I worked my booty off these last 6 days. Ex ILs had house deep cleaned for me (can I get a woo woo??). I don't feel quite as down. Work has been a distraction. Still feel kind of like I'm spiraling and if I'm spiraling I hope I'm wearing feathers. Yes, black feathers.

I've been keeping up with others. I know many are struggling and I encourage you to hang in there. It DOES get better. I would say don't do what I do although everyone has their own path to walk. My path seems to be littered with self doubt, temporary insanity, and cupcakes. All of which I need to just say no to at this juncture. Well, maybe I'll just eat the frosting off the cupcakes.

I have read where many of you have joined dating sites. Good for you and I hope it provides what you are looking for. I log in about once a week because I essentially feel like logging in gives me a raging case of the norovirus. Pretty much every message starts off with "I know I'm much younger then you....,," and then I want hurl....in epic proportions. So, I'm still not ready to date. I really can't be around males I find attractive and fortunately that is a small pool-like the size of the water left in the sink after you brush your teeth.

Hope the week is going well:-)