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Hi dawn.

Yes I think thats what it took me a while to understand! For me dB is about realising the changes possible in you to survive these sitches. For me they've made huge differences physically and mentally and helped me stay sane. The big win is of course the repair and strengthening in my r with s.

Will anything come of them with w? Well she's seen them thats clear from her attitude but will it mean a reconciliation, any ones guess. I think she's starting to see they aren't done to "trick" her or pretend I'm being better to just relapse this really is the way I am now. Just a question of if thats enough really.

I do believe (this evening aside) it will result in a happier me eventually though and never repeating actions that made me so sad and lonely before bd while still in r with w.

I'm glad you've had such a positive ic session, it makes all the world of difference when you come out feeling positive and with a clear idea of what to implement, you're doing well dawn