Hello again PM. Thank you so much for your post. I'm going to read it a few more times to let it sink in. Yes I see what you're saying about being more mindful... really watching how my feelings can turn into actions without real thought. It will be a great life skill to get right. I think I used it a little already this morning.
Got a call from W. Let it go to VM.
She started by saying she was going to try to get through this without crying. She said one of her aunts implored her to call me and really apologize.
She went on to tell me how sorry she was for hurting me deeply and changing my and S12's lives. Said how kind and understanding I've been through all she's done. How much she hoped I could forgive her. How much she wished things could be different. How she was so so sorry for all the lies and disrespect. How she hoped we could come together one day and talk. Other tearful things. Said I didn't have to call her back. Turned off her tearful voice at the end to say "Take good care."
As I listened I felt very little. Thought is was funny her aunt had to tell her to do this.
Shook my head in response. I'd like to respond better, but I'm not sure there's a better response that works.
Now I'm a little irritated... but I know that's my lingering expectations.
Sigh. She still hasn't moved the calendar so I can edit it.
Just keep going.
Last edited by HPoirot; 02/04/1503:02 PM.
Me: 44 W: 45 S: 11 Married: 15 Together: 18 BD: 9/29/2014 OM discovered: 10/16/2014 I left her behind: 12/14/2014
