This is such hard stuff and you are doing so amazing.
3 months after the bomb in my case I was barely functioning. I had my mom or a sitter coming over almost everyday to help.
I was going to therapy twice a week and alanon 3/4 days a week.
Healing from this grief is really really hard.
Go easy on yourself.
You are doing all the right things ... Praying, therapy.
Do you get enough sleep?
Most importantly never ever beat yourself up about feeling down.
It's so amazing that you are able to pray that she heals enough to be a fit parent for the kids. That is really wonderful. I do believe of anyone can wake these people up its the kids.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13