You have to stop being the moth going to the flame. One of these days you are going to burn up. You are spending too much emotional effort focusing on what you think he is trying to do.
But, apparent he is trying to work d13. I knew he would bc he is anticipating s17 upcoming graduation... So he can take d13 there with his new family.
You are assuming what he is doing. This type of stuff will eat you up.
Myself and others are learning from what you are going through. We can see how careful you have to be when an MLCer reaches out to you. How burned you can be if they run back into the tunnel. How slow you have to be in reacting and accepting their first steps out into the real world again.
Maybe it would help for you to put yourself in the third person role and read through your own posts. Read it, see it, and learn from it. It will help you through this period and make you even mightier.
Twisting on Life's Rope Me53 W53 M20 D21 D19 D16 BD 2-2013 D final 1-2015 _________________________ "Dream about tomorrow, Live for today, Learn from yesterday"
