wife during deployment EA/PA continued.

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Lol man. I come from close to Aschaffenburg. Which is just an hour up the Main river. My uncle lives in WÜ.
How about I'll just come to Hawaii I'm in CA..

Ya the quote is so true. I totally hang on to the past. Big problem of mine. Causing motivational issues too. I'm a big regretter and can't forgive myself well enough. I'll get on that with my therapist. Maybe she can help me.
Meditating/praying helps me to get some strength too.