Thanks Ellie. Love the mantra! I should tatoo it to my forearm.
And the first paragraph.... Hmmmm.... Sweet, sweet perspective.
Yeah, great reminder to keep him faaaaar away from me.
In fact, the early bed-timer is still up.
Just got a text. "Mighty I know it means nothing but it breaks my heart you are hurting."
Oh blow it out your wazoo. I remember getting one quite similar a few months ago. It means nothing. I suppose this is him saying, I'm sorry I am going back to her and have been a coward.
How does he know what I'm feeling. I do know he stayed home tonight. Yup- I looked. But I also hung w s17 tonight. We had a good time.
But, for some reason, when d13 got home she told me something that has been bothering her about her dad. Last week on the thurs I went out and he came here, he picked her up from practice.
When the baby was born, we decided to tell them the baby was here and they are free to ask questions whenever they wanted. They had individual control santo how they wanted to handle that r. Neither kid wanted to know gender or anything. And haven't really talked about it since. It's not a hush, hush thing. They just have enough going on. In fact d13's question to xh was if he was ever going to go back to hww. He said no. Never.
Well, anyway.... Thurs night when d13 got into the truck and he said. Hey, do you want to see a picture of your sister? She said no. And it's not my sister.
But that's his way of telling her she isn't the only daughter. I know HWW has asked why they don't want to see her and makes out like something wrong with my kids.
But, apparent he is trying to work d13. I knew he would bc he is anticipating s17 upcoming graduation... So he can take d13 there with his new family.
Ugh. That was last week. His wheels have been turning.
And really... The text...he is such a coward. Leave me alone!
