Seperated and she is with someone - I'm desperate

[vdubber]

Home from work and my DB/DR books arrived so that is good news. I was kind of disappointed my W didn't text me again today asking if I wanted to meet. I was prepared to say no but was still hoping for the text. There is a place that plays music tonight, an open mic night kind of thing so I might go have a bite to eat, listen for a bit, and then come home and read.

Too much thinking today is getting to me. I'm in this for the long haul, in it to win it...i just wish she could get on board but her life is so dramatically different now I don't know how she could make the changes she needs to even if i plan on making the ones I need to.

I'm gonna try to put it out of my mind the rest of the night if possible and try to enjoy myself. Easier said than done.