Seperated and she is with someone - I'm desperate

[vdubber]

Thank you so much Toots and Sandi. I need to convince myself to stay the course. And ur right I don't know how she thinks anymore. She has changed so much it's incredible and disturbing. I feel she's been spiraling out of control for a long time and has landed in a place and with friends that are all similar and support who she is now. I cant help but think it will take a miracle for her to break out of where she is enough to see a path forward with me. But I truly love her and I'm nowhere near ready to give up hope.