Met a friend for a drink last night so that was good. This morning WAW text me asking if kids had funds in their lunch account. I know this is just about kids but I went nearly 5 days NC when she didn't have kids and now she has kids as of last night and she's texted me twice. Once to meet for drinks and this about kids. It makes me anxious and emotional. I meet with IC Friday which will be good for me. DB/DR books did not arrive yesterday so hope they show up today. I'm struggling today keeping myself in check. It causes me pain to hear from her but at the same time I want her to keep trying to reach out to me to know she at least thinks about me sometimes. I know this is probably the wrong thought process but I really can't help but feel this way. I hope for more up days than downs.
M: 44 W: 45 Married 26 Together 28 D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7 S: 12/2013, seperate houses OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time
