Job, thank you, as always. Your words mean so much to me. You probably right, and the things are not going to change unless I rock the boat.

I’m having one of these down days. I don’t even know why. There is some sadness… I think as I’m detaching more, I feel like there could also be a point of no return…

My new job (or not so new after 9 months, LOL) is definitely helping me a lot.

You are also right about the “blip on the radar screen”. Speaking if which… I texted H that there was no check for him at PO box, Sorry. He replied right away, like he was sitting there waiting for my message. He is probably attached to his phone these days, LOL. He replied “Ok, thanks, i will call them tomorrow”. Like I care… It is his money, I don’t care if he calls or not. Just giving the update here… I will probably forget about it tomorrow. It doesn’t bother me anymore. I just feel sorry for H, he is waiting for some money to be paid. But… Not my problem anymore.


M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state