Today was a very tough day. I must have been dreaming of W because I awoke missing my W and not being able to shake her memories. I looked at photos a few times but then decided I needed to do something With my time. So I went shopping. Bought a new outfit and then took a long bath and read a book. Also stopped by a cigar store and got a few sweet puffers. Excited By far but my lord I miss my W and best friend. Talked to my dad for a while about how I felt. He went through this with my real mom. Really help put my mind at ease to hear his voice. I hope it gets easier!
