I've just had such a hard time the last few days. I was sad and upset.
I know there are many people here have much worse sitch's than mine, so I didn't mean to belittle anyone else. I haven't seen my kids for a few days, they're all busy with their own lives and their friends. I text them and ring them often, but it just got to the point earlier that it felt I'd lost everything. My wife, my home, my kids, my dog, my car, my life.

I'm sorry I vented my sadness here.

I walked round to see my daughter, she was the only one home (my W was in obviously) but I just saw my daughter out in the street. I miss everything about my life, not the one from any point last year, but before all this started happening...the good times. They weren't that long ago.

I will read the book, and no Mozza, I won't be chucking the towel in just yet.

I'll be back.

Barry


Me 40 W 38
T 23 M 21
S21 S19 D16 S14
BD 19/12/2014
D mentioned 27/2/2015.
I filed 08/04/2015, D Absolute 04/11/2015