Wife having emotional affair 5

[3kids]

First off PM, you are a master mind. If this was in any way to look at my detachment so far. I have read through the first two. I took notes and really looked at it. Wow what was I doing. My goals to that point have been met. But It did take a tole on me to reread it. For the next two days I could not get the wife off of my brain. Unless I was just totally emerged into something. But I did come out on the other side again.

Plus it didn't help that I was dealing with some stuff with her and the kids. She didn't come to the oldest basketball game. Don't know if she had to work really like she sent him in a text or it's because of OM. But the oldest was really upset about it. Then the daughter informs me that she has been giving the youngest his bath. A 9 year old giving her little 5 year old brother a bath. Because her mom is to busy with OM. Gerrrrrr!!!!!! That one still upsets me. But I have to let go of that anger. Just like the anger I have of her not caring for the kids anymore. Doesn't brush teeth for the youngest. No cloths are ever washed. Oh well not my house. Sigh.

For those reasons alone brought me out of my thinking about her. This is defiantly not a person I respect or want to be with right now. Not the caring women I knew.

PM I did want you to know I plan on reading the past. Thank you for that direction. It's good for me.

GB, thank you for explaining. You are right. I gave it a thought about fighting for her. Although my detachment is not where I want it to be yet. Maybe some flirting every now and then in the future. First I have to remember how to flirt. Ha ha I did find it funny. Because at this moment I think OM is a little jealous of something. He gave me that stare when I dropped off my oldest. And just the other day. I was walking out to my car from work. And guess who I seen. Yep OM. He was in a parking lot of a grocery store. It is a large parking lot. And where did he park, close to my store and way away from the other store. Now that's not that odd but as I got into my car he got out of his. He turned and took a real long look at my store. I almost thought he was going to start to walk to it. But he turned back to the grocery store and took a couple of more looks as he walked. I don't know what that was about but I found it funny that day. I am on his mind. I think.

So if my wife started to come out of the fog maybe I could court her. But this lying, deceitful, unnurtring women is not someone I want to spend the rest of my life with. But I do look forward to that challenge if it should present it self. I am a very competitive person.

Thanks
3kids