MLCer and EA w/ OW

[Jer2911]

Ugh... Was doing fine until last night/this morning... Had odd dreams last night then woke up with a scratchy throat. Got kids off to school then crawled back in to bed to get a little more rest -- but while sleeping had more odd dreams including one really confusing one about W coming home from her trip and giving me mixed signals about what she wanted.

When I woke up I realized that the anxiety is starting to build now that I only have a few days left before she really does come home. Doesn't help that I feel a tiny bit under-the-weather and am not able to get as much done today around the house as I wanted to (in terms of just general housework/chores). So now, despite all of the work I've done on myself (and the meds I am taking), I do feel a bit of depression creeping in today.

Need to find a way to work through this so I can be in the best possible frame of mind when she does come through the door a few days from now. :-(