Thank you all for the support, I think the biggest contributor is Facebook. Even though I have blocked my W all my photos are of us. I am struggling on a daily basis with not looking at the pictures. I do not want to delete my account because it's my only contact most days being in the military. I am trying my best to GAL, the first week was actually not bad, but it seems like it's getting harder as time goes by. I hope at the month mark I will find it easier. Each day. I have started learning the guitar. Again thank you everyone. You are all a life saver! I felt the spin begin but your have helped pull the Ebrake. Now I gotta breathe and survive.