Got to work this morning, messgae from wife. Why have i axed her from Instagram. I replied saying i havent, dont be daft. Anyway then remebered i locked it down as some random idiot put some abusive comments on there. Anyway told her this and approved her access again. I just upload pics of D8. A few IM's exchanged and then she says ill ring you when going to work. Why? she continues to have her cake and eat it. She wants me there on tap as her best friend, great dad and majority great husband but then gets her emotional fix met from other man. Riding in to work this morning i was again feeling angry. She is so blind. Its so frustrating that she cant see it. Im so tired of this and exhausted with lack of sleep. I snapped at D8 yesterday and then felt terrible so made a fuss of her. When W and I talked the otehr day she was going on again about how her dad used to come around after parents split and have has tea etc was there all the time. This is what she see's as her future. I wouldnt be surprised if once im gone she rings me to ask me to come and chop the wood and light our fire or kill spiders for her. Thats how f**cked up she is.
Me:40 W:35 D:8 T:13 M:10 WAW: 7/14 PA Discovered: 1/15 at least 6 months Moved out and moved on
