On the brink, need a miracle

[Ontheup]

Hey

Sorry to hear that. I'm sure it will get easier once you have committed to moving on. Great you've been skiing with your D. Life goes on and we just roll with the punches. We're still in same house but separate beds. I'm hoping to move in next few weeks. As it stands I'm done with this. I've been fighting for 6 months to save something that left a longtime ago. She is still with OM and I see no way it is going to end. She struggles with guilt and pain but is choosing her short term happiness over everyone else. I don't believe anything that comes out of her mouth at the moment. We're still very friendly and she seems to think this is going to continue. It isn't. I just can't be her best mate while she continues what she is doing. It's just too painful. Is still all a giant secret. I'm not sure how she is ever going to be able to go public with it. It will be devasting to her family. Looking to move on and make a life for myself with d8. I'm still sure one day my wife will come out of the fog and think wtf have I done. thats for her to live with.
Good luck with your future life for D and S as well.