You are doing so well, and like uR told me ... If you didn't have strong feelings about all thisbyoubwouldnt be human. It warned me to see you realize God has you right where you need to be, he did the same with me... Removed me from a job I was at for 17 years and blessed me with a much better job that pays better... Setting me up to provide for my son just as he has done with you. One can find peace when they realize He cares so much to set these things up in advance... I shudder at the thought of dealing with this without knowing He is right there helping.
Letting go is hard, this is hard... But you are handling it so well ... Sticking up for yourself and holding your ground... You are an amazing person and have shown incredible strength and courage in all this. When your H wakes he is going to have a serious Homer Simpson DOOH Moment when he realizes all he lost
