I have been doing alot of soul searching. I have been really trying to measure my heart at any given time. I am learning to be in tune more with my feelings. I am still having trouble that is with my ego getting in the way causing me to mis communicate my actual feelings. Feelings like being hurt pain anger I mask. I mask these with my ego. Moving forward Im have been writing more in my journal so that I can let go of my emotions especially when I feel they are sticking on me. I guess the hardest part is healing because I want everything to be better over night. Its hard to stay present when I find myself masking my negative feelings to please everyone. I dont want anyone to be upset so I fake that Im ok. This is my downfall maybe.
Well things are getting clearer. How is GAL going for others?
Me:34/EXH:29 Kids: S13, D5, D4 M/o7 HaskedforDgavetohim6/14 decided to work on get remarried counseling. Kids work went back to old routine. Left Nov 10 2014 OWDec92014