Was out with my mates last night. Was supposed to just be few a few drinks but I stayed out till late. Told wife I won't be back for tea and I'll have it tomorrow. All very friendly. I didn't get drunk as I'm ice skating today with d8 Chatted with my mates about us seperating but didn't mention about affair. They already know what I have done . They're both in sh1tty relationships. One is my mate who got divorced and now his ex remarried stil loves him. The other has been with someone for years with 2 kids. He talks about splitting up but stay together for financial and kids. Is anyone really happy. Felt good to be out. The pain wore off for a bit. My ex gf sister from 20 years ago was out. I haven't seen her in 15years or more. Anyway she came over was chit chatting. She has just separated from 2year R. I told her I was going through same thing. Then she was like"have you still got my number" I said no. So she said take my number give me a call and come round and see me........hmm not the best idea I dont think. Was flattering though. Night was put into perspective of an old friend from school. He was chatting to my mate who later told me this guys wife had recently died. Breast cancer leaving 2 kids. Jeees that was pretty heartbreaking to here. My wife would bring this up all the tine regarding us as her mum died of breast cancer at 40 . She was always saying I wouldn't look after her like it was inevitable she would get it
Me:40 W:35 D:8 T:13 M:10 WAW: 7/14 PA Discovered: 1/15 at least 6 months Moved out and moved on
