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Hi g

Ah I see what you mean. He was saying that he wanted to be able to come to me whenever he wants rather than only occasionally, he even said when he's a teenager he'll go where he wants to and be with me and go to his friends. I know this is coming from him wanting to make me happy but I do feel its also a slight sign of pushing back on w being there all the time and setting the schedule. She's not being restrictive, even trying to fit in all the requests and fun s asks for but I really think it's a little much sometimes, I always got told how would I know though and at the time that was fair comment tbh.

Due to the home ed it's very tricky even before w still dealing with trust issues about s and my relationship. Yes could have made that clearer, put it down to tiredness

Thanks for the kind comments just keeping on trying to grow really. S and I have had some chats this is the first "biggie" really. Wanted him to understand being upset and wanting to talk are never a sign off weakness but often courage (god knows i had to talk....and talk talk talk these last 6 months) which I feel w trends towards as it's just the way she picked up from mill. Always had to teese out any issues during our m.

Will have to look for that show over in the uk but I imagine it's showing somewhere will take a look.

Always loved science and consume books sometimes randomly don't pretend to be an expert just enthusiastic