Thank you UR for your words- my biggest emotional swings come when I see the kids being hurt by this process. I remember saying I would never let them go through this ( H did too). I'm sure he meant it at the time.
So wow- I just had a God moment. I was thinking about the post above and the words " you know your truth". And at that moment- I realized the way things unfolded were exactly as they were supposed to. If I hadn't put so much work into building my practice up successfully, I woudn't be in a position to take care of my kids. I would have had to turn their lives even more upside down- pull them out of school and possibly move. I also wouldn't have been able to bail us out of this IRS mess- they would have taken everything. I know finances aren't the most important thing for the children but stability is, and after having the safety of their world rocked at least I don't have to make it worse. I'm going to focus on the positive- that my purpose at that time was in preparation for now.
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
