Sounds like you're doing pretty well in the circumstances. Has your H left for Brazil now? Presumably this trip is different to the sales one and OW not in the picture. Will H be local to your family, and hope to visit them? Are they up to date on everything?
Sorry - 20 questions! Just reading your last few posts, you know - the thing that hurt me the most was that he didn't choose me. That's the thing that makes me tear up and feel low. I don't think about OW so much lately, which is a good thing. I thought about her a lot at one time and it hurt. Now I see her as much less of a feature in my life.
You'll see from my sitch that I have also started to look at financials. I don't want to file for D, but am going to take steps to ensure my finances stabilise. I'm not looking forward to it, and don't think it will run smoothly, but it has to be done. I was awake last night from 2-4am thinking about it.
Glad to hear you are moving forwards Pink - you're doing so well......Toots xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
