I'm getting to the point where I KNOW whatever I do right now, it's going to change absolutely nothing. I have to completely let go. I have to 100% accept who W is and how she is acting. She is gone, I have to build my life without her.
This right here ^^^. This is the tough part that I"m having as well. However, I am really remembering that I am a person without my W as well. S5 has been telling me some interesting things about what appears to be OM. The conclusion I had to come to: If it is true, that's her choice to be unfaithful. My true self is faithful and loyal to a fault no matter what.
You said that you were happy with yourself prior to your M. What are the things about that person you enjoyed?
M: 8.5 T:10 Me:37 W:34 S:6
Retrouvaille and W moves back- 7/31/15 Piecing - 7/4/15 to present
