I'm just utterly gutted right now :(

[Frank75]

Hi Frank - glad that you had a productive call with you W. You sound a bit brighter.

Just one comment - DR/DB is intended for us alone. But you have already mentioned it to your W, so you are where you are. But the thing is I would leave it there. Don't push or mention that any further now - leave it well along. If your W is interested enough, she'll sort herself out with the book and read it...

I was stuck at the time. I admitted I made so many mistakes and didn't know how to start fixing things and she mentioned books so that's when i told her about it. I really wanted her to read the first few chapters anyway since it's basically describing us 100%. So many things in that book are things she's done and said and i just want her to realize this is all 'normal' and people come back from it all and become happy again.