Taken D8 horse riding this morning. Got back and wife is bringing relationship and us separating up. She was upset and worried about our D8 obviously. Emotions are running high at the moment in our house. Its very difficult to be around each other. I just reassured her we would all be ok. She was again apologetic. I again reiterated that we're both to blame. We both made choices but we would all be ok no matter what. Gave each other a hug again. The way things are nothing is going to get resolved whilst both together. I'm sort of at ease that we aren't going to be together as hard as that is. I'm not sure she has come to turns with that yet. She obviously feels very guilty about what she is doing. I cant help her with that though. I have to deal with my own guilt and emotions whilst trying to be the best dad I can. every time she looked at me this morning her eyes were welling up. hard times ahead but we will both get through this. We briefly discussed finances and agreed not to make any rash decisions about who needs what from the house. We can both manage for now. We will leave that for a future date when our emotions have calmed down.
Me:40 W:35 D:8 T:13 M:10 WAW: 7/14 PA Discovered: 1/15 at least 6 months Moved out and moved on
