This can't be the end! #2

[Barry]

Thanks LMW,

I know it wouldn't help and would almost certainly end any chances of a civil relationship with my W in the future. I guess every LBS thinks about it though.
I guess it's the feeling powerless to stop it that drives my anger about it.

As I say, it doesn't appear to be the case at the moment and maybe it won't get to that stage but after reading so many people's sitch's on this forum, I know that the likelihood is fairly high that it WILL happen. I shouldn't focus on it until it does as it does nothing positive for my mental state.

You're so right about all the firsts etc.
I just dont want them to be lasts as sad as that sounds.

Anyway, enough thoughts of that for now. I'm off out for a run, meeting with S13 this afternoon for a bit then need to help S18 sort the change of car out.

I met D15's boyfriend last night too, he seems a nice lad. She's a lot like her Mother so at least I know if he does anything wrong, she'll probably kick him to the curb! She seems quite smitten at this stage obviously.

I must step up my GAL activities, they have stalled a little in the last week.

Barry.