I did pretty well today overall as I didn't contact the W at all. My heart wants to wish her goodnight but I know I must not. Tomorrow morning will mark 2 days of no contact. That may not seem like a big achievement but it's been a challenge for me and the longest we've ever been without contact. I am trying to come up with activities to keep the kids and I busy this weekend so I won't think too much. I have been writing in a journal for the first time in my life and I'm very thankful for the support I already feel with the members of this forum. Thank you and goodnight...

Last edited by vdubber; 01/31/15 03:48 AM.
M: 44 W: 45
Married 26
Together 28
D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7
S: 12/2013, seperate houses
OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him
OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time