So a few days ago I was all about the forgiveness track and now I am riding the rollercoaster of loneliness and isolation. Not feeling worthy and marinating in sadness.
My head just can't rationalize his behavior. Most days I can recite the whole "it isn't about me" but not today. I can't do it today.
People deal with far worse tragedies but this grief is like a cloud over my heart. Living in the land of in between is exhausting.
M:25 years at BD w/ 2 daughters BD: 5/14 Separated 6/14 - H moved cross country w/OW D Final 9/17
“I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it.” ― Maya Angelou
