Old dog seeks new trick 7

[Old Dog]

And just in time for her birthday ... on Valentine's Day too. Saturday, let's see how that pan out. Happy birthday's all round until the evening when ****s off to her new man. And she dresses it up saying we're in transition. Yeah that's right you cheating ****, transition. It makes me mad.

Just took the kids to a local bar to have some food and it was all I could do to stem the flow. I had to dab my eyes a couple of times but to show you have far removed the boys are, S15 asked if my cold was still affecting me. They didn't ask where their mum was or why she wasn't with us. Maybe they've just accepted that this is the way it is and if I'm OK with it, then they are. The tears wouldn't stop when I got home,but the boys have goe up to play computer games now.

And yes, I do think she is utterly selfish, and it one of the things I keep muttering.

I've been thinking recently that I will have to go, for my own sanity and the feeling is getting stronger daily. What do I come back here for? I did come back for two reasons, one, for the boys and two to show WAW how I'm coping with this and working on myself.

Obviously she doesn't give a flying one, as she says there is nothing we can do to save our marriage. So I might as well go and arrange to see the boys at agreed times during weekends.