Seperated and she is with someone - I'm desperate

[vdubber]

Thanks Edz. Yes self-esteem and confidence is definitely an issue I have. I also think of my W as more beautiful now than at any point in her life. Part of this is true and part of this is my awakening and appreciation of the beauty she always had. Either way, I know I need to think more of myself. I've also been told I'm handsome, the hard part is learning to believe you are and that you are worthy of happiness and respect.

Admittedly I have a very long way to go in this regard...