My heart goes out to you. It's amazing how well we can be doing, how strong we can feel like we are, and then within a moments notice we are right back where we started. The roller coaster of ups and downs is the most horrible part of it all. Because it's truly exhausting.
I also feel for you because like me, you're young. And while most on here would see that as a plus, I know it's hard to accept our marriages failed so early in life. We are in a sea of people getting engaged, having babies, buying houses, while you and I are starting from square one. It's a terrifying place to be.
I'm not sure if you are religious at all, but I wanted to recommend a book I recently read. It's called "Wild At Heart" by John Eldredge and it really helped me understand that we live in a broken world full of broken people, yet there are things we can do to heal ourselves.
Hang in there. I will pray for you.
Me 26 ; H 26 S 8 Married less than a year Bomb 9/15/14 H moves out 9/15/14 H Files 11/21/14 Served D papers 12/31/14
