Part of my h spew was I treated him like crap.

I never called him names, like w$&@, but he did.
I never made threats that would leave him unsafe, I tell him tho he could chose to leave.

I did say we could end it usually after he called me nasty names. Or when h assulted s17.

Yes I did stay silent on things I should have spoke up on, but h didn't want to improve the r he wanted control.

That's why I sort of did a program of doing things I knew h would hate.
Hair, make up sparking up my humor. Openly greeting men,being friends with shock horror men!

It also an action I have moved on, I would never have done most in r.
Now any man will have to put up or not part take. It's me, not neg.

Not neg however is still unfinished protect.
Well sat at work will be fun. Need to zzz or there will be no party gg at work!


M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26