I vary mate, last night was down in the dumps processing too much again, trying to follow my own / jims / Vs / your advice and put away what I cant control right now. My choice to live my life being mopey, sad and a lovestruck puppydog or to try to be and feel happy (and some would say sarcastic, cheeky maybe even dazzling - no, probably not) I'll try the latter for now and see how it works out at least until I cant then I'll regroup again
I know what you mean about feeling wanted though, I've not been paid any compliments recently but it would be nice (with w or someone else) to feel wanted again and not pushed to the periphery as part of the furniture who is just "there".
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015