Yeah, I get the whole vivid.

I jut can't seem to work out what's ok, funny huh?
H said I was tough, uncompromising and set.
Doesn't fit now, chucks crap in bin.

I think sorting thru what you want is the hardest.
I don't want to rule out new things or new people just because I'm judgemental or hasty.

Also negative comments that don't seem to fit anymore. Slowly learning not to knee jerk.
I think that's why I'm not bouncing back when things don't quite go to script.

My minds slowed down and turned to mush. They say a pscyh Injury does that, scrambles your brain.


M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26